I've always wanted more out of life...

I’ve always wanted more out of life…
I expect more out of life the minute I knew how men treated women. I was able to see this with my parents. They would fight and get upset over the littlest things which were: food, bills, clothes, work, money, and even my sisters and me. Growing up in a house with anger and disrespect was hard. I always knew that they didn’t have love or respect, but a continuous fight. As I grew up and learned to make my own decisions, I decided to never argue in future relationships.

However I couldn’t help it; I argued with my boyfriend all of the time. The reason was because I felt I needed a genuine man that could take care of me, support me, and love me. The minute I felt I did not receive that, I felt unwanted. As simple and as honest as I can be I felt that fit wasn’t my way, he would hit the highway. If a man it’s not ready for me, I would let him try to change and if he doesn’t tell him to get out of my life.

I’ve always wanted more out of life because I was always pushed down. Therefore, I want a perfect man for me, even if that means that feel I’ll be single the rest of my life. I really feel that I deserve the best out of life, and never letting a man put me down. This is my choice, I want to be happy with myself and with a man that deserves me. I really want to make a huge difference in the world. Choosing a good husband would not make a huge difference in the world, but having the strength to know that you deserve better can encourage women to appreciate themselves.